Amor~Love

I think this is my FIRST time being in LOVE... like REAL love, where it's unconditional.  I've never been in a relationship like this before...I accept him as he is, and he accepts me- as my krayzie ass LOL.  I don't ask un necessary questions, or tell him what not to do.  I give him space, as/if he needs it to be able to grow as an individual.  And he manages to put the BIGGEST smile on my face all the time.  He does the little things for me, that count.  There's nothing that I can't ask him, or tell him because I trust him that much.  I ask GOD every day "why him?" "why now?" and the only answer I've seem to come up with is "to make him happy."  I put my selfishness aside, and love someone just as much as I love myself.  And the cool thing is, it brings joy to my heart to be able to bring such warmth, and kindness to another human being.  Call me stupid, or blind, but there's nothing GREATER to me than the power of love.  I know we're still in the "honeymoon" phase of this relationship, and sure there's gonna be up's and down's, but our outlook on this journey is sure an AMAZING one.  I've never really had a "man of my dreams" because that man is non existent, but this one, is all mine!!  All I can truly say is I feel on top of the world right now; giving, and sharing my love and light to a man who deserves it.  Was that too gushy??  Because I like gushy :)